To Canberra, I go
i failed
i almost crashed into a parked car but my reflex kicked in and i steered as fast as i could away from it. it kinda freaked the rta dude out. as it would.
after that i had an anxiety attack. & my heart was beating so fast and i was hyperventilating and he told me to just stop the car for a minute or two to breathe haha. and then he told me to do a 3 point turn and i did it good but i just forgot to indicate. DOH!
but I did manage to get 85/95 for the test? haha
oh and my dad stalked my mum, sister and I at the shops today.
we saw him at maq centre and we were going down an escalator and he said "hi girls!" and my mum said hi before she turned around to see who it was and we just froze.
and then we went to big W which was at the other end of the shopping centre and we were walking past the escalators and he just popped out and said "HEY GIRLS!!!" and we just bolted into big W... haha
<3
thats pretty much all the news i have
i wonder what your doing every second that i'm not with you
and now i see what i put you through
i should be gone something keep me hanging on
it's instinct
but all this pain i feel doesn't phase you
it's funny what the drugs will do
and now i'm crying
now how could someone spend so much time so close and almost so far away
how could two people stay together so long just because they're afraid to walk away
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I hope im not the only one in on this.
the only thing im clining onto is the hope of a solo album from amanda, her blogs & the many picture changes to myspace.
its not enough...
waaaa
Partner: And you're a pack-rat most extreme, our house is full of magazines.
Girl: The toilet's broke, and yet I bet, His Magesty ain't fixed it yet.
Partner: You're one to talk, you sleepy head, now get your fat ass out of bed.
Both: Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part" so until then I'm stuck with you.
Girl: You swore that you'd be true to me, but gave me infidelity.
Partner: Why should I give a tinker's cuss, she was your sister, what's the fuss?
Girl: Well then, let's propose a truce, what's good for gander is good for
goose.
Partner: Hey now, that's different, you took to bed my favorite dog and all my
friends!
Both: Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part" so until then I'm stuck with you.
Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part."
Girl: This is my curse, I said "I do", better or worse, I'm stuck with you.
Girl: You poked my eye, I wear a patch. I should've giv'n you one to match.
Partner: Did you forget, you got me back? You chopped my thumb off with an
axe.
Girl: You drowned my kittens one by one, you looked like you were having
fun.
Partner: You stabbed my mother in the chest with a Korean bayonet!
Both: Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part" so until then I'm stuck with you.
Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part."
Partner: This is my curse, I said "I do", lest you die first, I'm stuck with you.
Girl: And now I lay here in the grave, I pray to God my soul to save.
And in the darkness of the tomb, I'm glad I'm lieing next to you.
Partner: And as I lay here 6-feet down, my body buried underground,
In the dank and dreary cold, I'm just glad I'm not alone.
Both: Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part" so until then I'm stuck with you.
Oh but in the eyes of God, we said our vows before the pews,
"Not until death may we part."
Girl: And I'm not sad I said "I do",
BOTH: I'm just glad I was stuck with you.
done and done. <3
tell me if you like them..
fingers crossed X

swan much? yea shit quality. my camera always decides at the WRONG time to blur. fuck!

this tree looked wicked. the branch at the bottom looks like a hand reaching out.

my sister being a tard.

the sky is always falling down on me
I'm sick of pretending everythings okay.
I'm sick of getting myself in shit.
I'm sick of being tired and not sleeping.
I'm sick of not hurting myself. its been 7 days.
I'm sick of counting.
I'm sick of thinking ive failed things im really good at.
I'm sick of teachers holding me down.
I want more pens
I want more information
I want to starve and for it to feel good
I want my brain to blow up with information and data
I need to be a better friend
I need to make a doctors appointment
I need to stop being so hard on myself
I need to let my "hair down"
I need to calm down
I need to de-stress
I need to cut my short fuse
I fucking hate myself
I dont deserve the friends I have. they are golden
I dont deserve to be loved nor refered to.
I fucking hate the way I act
I'm sick of their fucking emotional abuse.
I'm fucking sick of being told I cant help people
I'm fucking sick of caring if all I get back is shit.
I'm sick of trying to look after my grandparents only to get pushed to the lowest emotional state.
though the things they say may be small.
they cut fucking deep
I'm sick of the secrets
I'm sick of being vunerable
I'm sick of telling the wrong things at the wrong time
Yes mother, I know I fucked up your life.
Yes, I do know I deserve everything I get
No, I dont care do I
Yes, I am a horrible person
Yes, I'm fat
Yes, I'm rude
Yes, I'm obscene
Yes, I'm the lowest fucking form of human
you all fucking forget that there are rapists out there
and people worse than me.
sometimes I think if I murdered someone,
I'd be better off and a better person than what I am now.
MANDY PALMER POSTED! ITS BEEN EXACTLY 1 WEEK AND 2 DAYS SINCE SHE LAST POSTED...
I'm crying with joy
=D
OMG OMG OMG OMG!
- Mood:
hyper - Music:POINT OF IT ALL - AMANDA PALMER
Try to pull my fingernails out
Roses in the hospital
I want to cling to something soft
Roses in the hospital
Progressing like a constant war
Roses in the hospital
There's no one to feel ashamed for
All we wanted was a home
Now we are so strung out we wanna own
Like a leaf in the autumn breeze
Like a flood in January
We don't want your fucking love
Roses in the hospital
Stub cigarettes out on my arm
Roses in the hospital
Want to feel something of value
Roses in the hospital
Nothing really makes me happy
Roses in the hospital
Heroin is just too trendy
All we wanted was a home
Now we are so strung out we wanna own
Like a leaf in the autumn breeze
Like a flood in January
We don't want your fucking love
Roses in the hospital
This century achieved so much
Roses in the hospital
To make a voice no voice at all
Roses in the hospital
Flowers cannot express the loss
Roses in the hospital
Torn reflections of burnt out trash
Of burnt out trash
Forever ever delayed
Forever ever delayed
Forever
Forever
Forever ever delayed
(Indepencence is a game)
Forever ever delayed
(Credibility, I'm yawning)
Forever
Forever
(Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi Rudi gonna fail)
Forever ever delayed
Forever delayed
Forever
Forever
Forever delayed
(The west scratches onto my skin)
Forever delayed
(Contagious like a suntain)
We never felt any sun, any sun
Rudi Rudi Rudi gonna fail
- Music:SING - DD


